3/9

Today, after more than a week of not writing anything, I have decided to return to writing in this socmed. The last few weeks have been truly difficult for me. Somehow, I have been feeling a very deep pain, as if going through a phase full of difficulties; the great depression, the great recession, and the great pain that I have experienced.

The pain I feel is so strange that I even thought, is this the work of magic? Imagine, I even vomited and had hair loss. This situation has really left me weak and helpless at home. I can only lie down, trying to gather a little of the remaining energy.

It has only been three days since I returned to work after such a long time. Although it feels like forcing myself, I tried to treat it as a form of exercise, trying to keep moving even though this body feels so heavy. However, those three days of work felt like running a marathon without preparation.

Moments like these really remind me of the importance of health. Yes, that's right, health is the number one priority. Without health, everything feels so difficult, even just getting up from the bed. I hope that with enough rest and proper care, I can recover and enjoy better days.

May tomorrow be better than today.