Apology

To Kak Hiss, Ms. Rif, and Mam Ida,

With full awareness and humility, I sincerely apologize for every mistake I have made. There is not a single statement I wish to offer in my defense or as an excuse. I fully acknowledge that I was wrong.

Kak Hiss, as our senior and mentor, I sincerely apologize for everything that has happened. I truly appreciate the guidance you have provided, and I deeply regret my actions.

To Ms. Rif, I offer my deepest apologies for any misunderstandings and mistakes that have occurred.

Mam Ida, I earnestly apologize, and I do not wish to defend myself. I fully realize that I was wrong, and the responsibility for what happened lies with me.

At my age, I no longer have the energy to argue or dispute the situation, let alone find fault. My heart simply wants to make peace and admit my wrongdoings.

It is impossible to focus both the sun and the moon at the same time, that is the metaphor I can give. I know I was wrong, and with all sincerity, I seek forgiveness.

I hope this apology can be accepted with an open heart.

Sincerely,

Saparuddin Sanusi.